So saturday is Prom…

& my mom is fucking failing me. She wont take me to get my dress today. Even though I still need to pick one out. By the time she wants to go it will probably be to late to get one because all the pretty dresses will be gone. Awesome. Today just sucks. I hate being sick. I hate sitting in my room alone. I just want to go somewhere. This sucks. 

Oh and not to mention my mom gave my fucking pay check to my brother to buy weed. I dont have anything against him buying it, but i fucking work for that money. Thats MY paycheck. Thanks mom. 

I have the most amazing boyfriend.

There is a special someone for everyone. Someone who no matter what can put a smile on your face. Someone who makes you happier than anyone else is capable of doing. Someone who every second they are away from you you just can’t wait to be back in their arms.. There is someone special out there for everyone. And my special someone is you. And you do so much more than all of that. You light up my world like nothing else can. You stand out in a crowd as if we were the only ones there. I can just fall into your eyes and get lost forever. Your the other half to my whole. Your so much more than just my girlfriend Caitlin, your my best friend. Your the person I come to when something is wrong. The person I can talk to about things I can’t even talk to my own brother about. I was in a dark place and you found me and showed me to the light when no one else could. You’ve impacted my life more than you will ever know My Love. You’ve become a part of me I can’t ever lose. You just.. complete me. (and I know it’s cheesy to say that but screw it) I can’t even fathom life without you. And I don’t want to try. There’s nothing that makes me happier than being able to call you mine. And if anyone has a problem with that they can take it up with me. Because I will fight for you, I will cry for you, I’ll take a bullet for you. I would do anything for you to see you smile and know that you are safe and happy.. Even if it hurts me in the long run. Because the Love we have is worth so much more than anything in existence. I fell heels over head in love with you Caiti. And I don’t plan on changing that. Not for ANYTHING or ANYONE. I love you, baby. Enjoy the rest of your vacation.